Hey I know its been over two weeks but their is a reason why this one
isn't bi weekly. Truth is I (Ross) have been having major computer
issues and a few worries about my, lets call it lifestyle. So Ive been
trying to deal with it and come up with ways to change it slightly to
fix those problems.
Well I thought id developed an ED
from looking at too much IP (internet porn) but that may not be the case at the moment. I
just found out via Ann when I was acting strangely I'm sick again. I'm
glad it may not be an ED and I plan to cut back on IP and masturbating
to prevent an ED. Though I am getting sick of being sick. After I post
this I'm taking some meds to knock me on my ass so I get some sleep. If I
dont take them I'll get board and want to be active which will probably
make things worse for me.
As I said my computers been
acting up a lot here recently. It keeps freezing up and throwing me off
the internet or saying its gonna turn itself off to prevent a critical
error. In short my computers sick too only I dont think its gonna get
much better if at all. So knowing that I've decided to take my massive
$600 collage fund out of my account and spend what they will give me of
it on a new laptop and retire this one to looking up more IP lol. Hey I
didn't say I'm quitting on IP just cutting back as I should, all things
in moderation after all. It just means I'll need to find more none sexual stuff to read and watch again. Should be easy enough.
I
also got to go to my little sisters graduation. She got a couple honors
and awards but I wasn't all that enthusiastic as I almost fell asleep
threw a few parts of it and I knew no one in it except her. The music they chose to play at it sounded like what id imagine the mad hatter from
Alice In Wonderland would listen to if he had an mp3 player.
It was so cartoony and lame. Then it got worse when they tried to sing
because the quire was all off key and it sounded terrible though the
crappy speaker set up probably made that a lot worse. Don't get my wrong I'm proud she graduated and even was told recently shes homecoming queen but still.
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| Kenny |
On a happier note I got to go to my best friends graduation in my old town. That one was completely different. I'll just start from me getting to town and staying over night at my dad's house then work my way through the graduation. So I got to my dad's place which I didn't really like because I dont have the best relationship with him. Its not bad or anything but its not great ether. I was bought a burger for dinner which was good and I spent the night using his Google blue ray player and playing online. The next morning I used it some more till I got to talking to my BFF and we agreed to meet in town to walk around and talk before her graduation. I got to see her brother and hes changed a lot from last time I saw him. I honestly didn't recognize him. Then we went walking and ended up at her mom's place. Id never been there and which is why we never really went out back in high school before i transferred so I wouldn't have to do community service to graduate. Anyway we hung out a bit then she walked me back to the main rode cuz I have a bad since of direction. On the way I found the janitors keys so when I got back I handed them to my dad to turn in and I wasted the next few hours till graduation. When I got there the place was packed so I had to sit way in the back and I ended up next to her step-dad! I just met the man not even four hours earlier so that was kinda wired. Sometime during graduation I got to talk to my old choir teacher and I found out one of my friends had been arrested. It was great to see him but not good to hear Vick had been put in jail for possession. I thought she knew better than to mess around with that shit. Oh well so she didn't get to walk though she did graduate and so did my other two male friends. Kenny was so happy to see me I got lifted off the ground in a bear hug I never saw coming lol. It was great to see 3 of my closest friends from high school again to send them off into the real world (hell). The music was excellent and in harmony. I didn't fall asleep, the speeches were even better and less boring than at my sisters. I got a few pictures with my dads camera and it was honestly hard to leave after seeing them all again. So there ended their high school careers and they couldn't be happier (honestly who can blame them).
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| My Best Friend |
Oh my last bit of news is in regards to my diet. Its going well. I'm down to 190LB last I checked. I think its a great improvement and I hope by next month to be down to at least 185LB. Well that's all for now. I better get to bed now and get better so till next time and keep reading.
