Explanation (my problem and a need to change)

Okay so its Ross. I know I haven't posted in about a week but there is a reason. I have been sick with a cold lately and I need to concentrate on getting better first and foremost. It hasn't been going well thanks to my habit of  freaking out over every symptom and looking up what I have on Google  I get really worried when I do that and it makes me panic over illnesses I most likely don't have. I need to stop doing that from now on. Whats worse is that I get too focused on worrying than getting better and I make things worse for myself. I'm pretty sure now I have a cold and anxiety but I'm seeing a doctor soon to find out. I'm honestly really scared to find out but I also really want to know i'm okay so I'll stop driving people around me fucking crazy. I mean one week I convinced myself I had hypothermia because my body temp was 96.7 when I took it. That really wasn't my proudest moment and its kept getting worse since then. This needs to stop and I'm gonna make it stop.

Frank Friday

Okay I'm super late due to the fact that I've been in bed. Don't you just love cold and flu season? I know I like the months but not the sickness or the freezing cold. Its Ross by the way and If your wondering why no new picture of Frank its because he wont hold still today since Ann and her husband came home with his playmate the dog. So you'll all need to settle for this old picture this wee. Sorry and I hope you continue to read. Happy nights till next time everyone.

GOAL

Hey it’s Ross and if you’re a long time reader of this blog (if in fact any of those really exist yet) you know a while back I started dieting after a lot of humiliation ad my cousins wedding. No I will NOT retell that story. If you really are interested in it though go look at my earlier posts. You'll find it. Anyway back to what I was saying. So I started this diet to lose weight so I could fit comfortably in my black pinstripe dress pants again, then it progressed from there. After I could fit them I was looking at that evil BMI thing and I wanted it to say I’m in the normal weight for my height. Well tonight I finally fit in the ideal weight for my height once again after over six months of calorie counting (If my scales right that is). Now I can go back to eating 2100 calories a day. It’s wonderful to know I can go to an all you can eat buffet again and not worry if I’m over my limit on calories. It truly is a pain in the ass to count calories at a buffet and it also means I can eat snack foods again. Today I celebrated by eating three decent sized meals. Since the diet started I had cut back to two meals a day and I think it’s fucked with my health from not getting enough nutrients. No I will not be going back to my old ways that got me in this mess but also no I will not be calorie counting as much anymore. Kinda wish it was summer now so I could break out the fireworks and put on a yukata as bad as that may sound it would be fun to do, but alas its October and too cold for that. Plus I don't have any fireworks or own a yukata. Happy nights till next time everyone. Hope you enjoyed hearing my good news as much as I did.

My hopes for PETA

Okay its Ross and for those of you who don't know PETA pulled some shit recently that was just fucking sad. It was an unforgivable crime for trying suck a low blow. They created a new Pokemon game titled "Pokemon Black and Blue". I watched this game played and was disturbed deeply by the fact that they would attack fictional creations from my generations childhood and even the new generations childhood. Its like they are trying to brainwash little kids and that's NOT fucking right at all. Honestly id be pissed if I payed a company to save animals and they wasted the money to pull this crap. I mean honestly the game was fucked up and any person who was or still is a fan of Pokemon will recognize this. The last boss in the game is Ash and they have him talk shit about never caring about pikachu because he kept him in a pokeball and that he only needs him to make money from children's parents. Now first off he doesn't keep pikachu in a pokeball almost ever throughout the series in any season. He literally dies for him multiple times, it all shows they didst know what they were even talking about. Also right from the start they paint the whole thing out to be nothing but violence and abuse when in fact the point of the show was that people coexist with Pokemon peacefully. In the game they even give out rewards that show brutality like for example a video of animals being abused. This is gonna be viewed by children people. Now not that I don't want animals protected but I fully agree with the maker of the video I will be sharing that I hope Nintendo sues PETA for the crime they have committed as a publicity stunt. Watch the video comment and happy nights till next time.

                       

Frank Friday - A Chance Discovery

Okay so I (Ross) found out something a few days ago. We were getting ready for bed and he was curled up next to me. I started hearing this wired noise so I looked around trying to find the source of it. It was frank snoring loudly in his sleep. Yes people he snores, I had no clue ether. Happy nights till next time all. hope you continue reading.

First time alone

Okay so yeah at my age I should have had the experience of living on my own before now but I didn't. So today Ann and Ted finally got the paperwork so Ann could go on the road with him. We were all happy to hear they finally managed to get it as they have been trying for a while now to get it. This was good though it meant I will be here all by myself for two weeks. Last time Ann went on the road I had her daughter here to keep me company but with her in collage now she wont be here to do so this time. 

At first like a few days ago when I heard they were gonna get it all ready so she could go out I thought no problem I can handle two weeks alone. Then today or yesterday depending on who your listening to they left to go lode the truck. Things got a little lonely and then Ann came back to drop off her SUV and I walked with her to the truck to carry her bag of ice for her. I gotta say i was starting to feel a lot more depressed by the time we said see ya in two weeks. The short walk back to the apartment seemed to take forever to get back and once I was inside I let all my emotions spill out for a few minutes. After that I just went about changing a few things in the apartment like hanging up two pictures in Ann's room and doing the dishes before my shower.

Why did I hang pictures in Ann's room? well Its because till they get back i'm sleeping in here. No its not a wired thing its purely that you have to walk through her room to get to the bathroom, its one of the warmest rooms in the house and the big one, It has the most comfortable bed in the house in it. My mattress on the floor is a single and is so uncomfortable i wake up with my right arm cracking loudly and hurting for hours. It is due to this that I sleep on the couch in the front room so much to avoid hurting my arm, well I cant do that now since there apparently a draft. I know this because I keep getting sick all over again when I sleep out there but its better than my arm hurt so what the hell. Well with those two gone for two weeks i'm taking the comfortable bed and am NOT going to wake up sick or in pain if I can avoid it.

Anyway now here I am taking two weeks to get use to living alone which i'm not use to. This wouldn't be so bad if I were doing it in a town with anything good to do or if I knew anyone in this town at all who isn't at collage or on the rode. I'm fucking isolated and if I don't keep busy I'm sure I'll go out of my damn mind. I even considered getting a job just to preserve my sanity even if I would need to get a new one when we all move.

So over the next few weeks I have no clue what I'll post here but Frank Friday will still be on. The rest of the time is a wild card right now. Only way is to stay tuned and keep checking in. Hope you enjoyed the red and Happy nights till next time everyone.

Sincerely: Ross

Last two pictures of the day

Okay based on the sketchy content of the last two I do warn you that if you cant take the joke you should just leave right now with no hard feelings. Nothing personal is meant by this. Now for those who remain here are the last two shots of the day. From your friend: Noba

Does anyone else wanna play with her as the "Victim"

Happy nights till next time everyone. Hope you enjoyed the pictures as much as I did and I do hope you'll keep reading and visit my blog again some time.