Back Again

Okay so I'm back again. We worked so hard to escape this place yet i'm back. At least Frank's here with me this time. Okay so I'll back up a little and tell you all why i'm here again. As long time readers know I haven't been feeling well and I have come to the conclusion i'm not ready to live alone yet. I can't really stand the isolation back home right now when its just me and frank since I don't have a car or a job. Anyway I've been feeling this pushing pressure on my right side under the ribs and i'm scared I may have hurt my liver during my diet. I was cutting back to 1000 calories a day some days during it which kinda makes it a starvation diet. So I'm here because I want to see a doctor and because I feel safer here. Its so odd that I feel calm here this time. Last time I was here I really wasn't feeling this welcome or calm. Maybe its thanks to frank coming or something but I think I'll be okay. I'm going in to have a few tests run and though i'm scared if I get good news I have decided to change my life for the better. I want to live a long happy life after all so I'm going to start eating better and doing some other things I have been neglecting. Its time I do those things anyway so now all I need is good news. When I see the doctor i'm going over everything this time and after I get the good news I'm NOT using Google to check my symptoms any more. I'm stopping this now because I feel like a drug addict when it comes to Google. Now I'm off to go check out my other accounts. Happy nights till next time. Pleas hope for my health and any who do I really REALLY appreciate it.