Frank Friday (The Bitch at Address 283)

The Bitch (Jubilee)

Okay so we have been here a few days and for the most part things have gotten better. Everyone's getting along with the exception of the bitch (my half sisters cat). No she cant stand Frank and keeps hissing at him when he gets close to her. He's ignoring her for the most part. Aside from that all looks good so far. I was sent in for an ultrasound today and that seems to have gone okay. Wont know anything till the doctor calls us back. I think that may be around Monday. I cant wait to hear that i'm okay like everyone keeps saying. Well that's all for this time. Happy nights till next time everyone.

Back Again

Okay so I'm back again. We worked so hard to escape this place yet i'm back. At least Frank's here with me this time. Okay so I'll back up a little and tell you all why i'm here again. As long time readers know I haven't been feeling well and I have come to the conclusion i'm not ready to live alone yet. I can't really stand the isolation back home right now when its just me and frank since I don't have a car or a job. Anyway I've been feeling this pushing pressure on my right side under the ribs and i'm scared I may have hurt my liver during my diet. I was cutting back to 1000 calories a day some days during it which kinda makes it a starvation diet. So I'm here because I want to see a doctor and because I feel safer here. Its so odd that I feel calm here this time. Last time I was here I really wasn't feeling this welcome or calm. Maybe its thanks to frank coming or something but I think I'll be okay. I'm going in to have a few tests run and though i'm scared if I get good news I have decided to change my life for the better. I want to live a long happy life after all so I'm going to start eating better and doing some other things I have been neglecting. Its time I do those things anyway so now all I need is good news. When I see the doctor i'm going over everything this time and after I get the good news I'm NOT using Google to check my symptoms any more. I'm stopping this now because I feel like a drug addict when it comes to Google. Now I'm off to go check out my other accounts. Happy nights till next time. Pleas hope for my health and any who do I really REALLY appreciate it.

Frank Friday

I think he likes where I (Ross) put the table now

Happy Frank Friday everyone. Not much to say this time but happy nights till next time. Hope you all like the shot.

Happy Halloween Everyone

Its finally my favorite holiday and I'm still sick so I cant enjoy it. Me and Noba both don't like being sick and it's worse with no one here to see that I'm okay. If someone was here I'd be at ease and probably still sick but getting better. Its too bad I'ts so cold here or I'd be passing out candy but with it only being in the 40s in the day and 30s at night I cant this year :( . Well anyway Happy Halloween everyone. Happy nights till next time and I hope you liked reading this. I'll leave you all with there anime treats.

Duel Post (Late Frank Friday & Fallow Up Post)

Hey all Its me Ross and yes I know Frank Friday is late. I had more pressing issues yesterday so it was postponed until today. My father took me to unguent care yesterday and we talked about a lot of things as we drove there. As long time readers of my blog will know me and my father don't always see eye to eye or get along but I was freaking out so we ended up talking about a lot of privet things I normally wouldn't mention or bring up at all. We did that till we got into the first building. We went in and everything was strange to be honest. I don't go to the doctor often and I'm horrible with remembering things so I'm glad he was there. I found it hard to fill out the paperwork with me being so stressed and my heart pounding away. 

Once we were in the lady that talked to us was rather lets say pushy like she wanted to get through everything quick which would have been fine if she had really said anything. Instead she sent us to the ER after doing a few tests. By the time we got there I was wigging out about the fact that I had NOT been told anything to disprove my greatest fear. The wait felt like forever before then took me to my room and told me to wait there. I did as I was told and ended up talking to my father a bit more and answering the nurses questions. well i'd say like ten min later the doctor came in and he was a nice guy honestly. He very much set my mind at ease till he wanted to run a CT scan on my head. See I went in worried about things that were super unlikely and I tried to see if a none radiation test was possible but in the end agreed to the CT. A few minutes later another guy wheeled my bed to the CT room and I got in the try. I was so nervous but he told me its the same radiation as standing next to the microwave so I calmed down and once I got in position the two nurses asked if i'd done a CT before because I seemed experienced with what was required of me. 

On the way back I talked to the male nurse who told me really people with the big C can live into their 70s which shocked me. I didn't and never want that but still. Anyway things had lightened up once I got back from the test and a half hour later the doctor came in and told me my brain was fine and he gave me a prescription of pills for vertigo and one there in the hospital. Once I got the news I was so relived and we went out and grabbed some Arby's before we got my pills and I was taken home. I gotta say that pill made me drowse and I slept ten hour only waking up a few times. It was hard to get up this morning too. So that's why I missed Frank Friday yesterday. Today were both chilling out in bed because the doctors never ran any blood work to tell me if I had a cold, flue or anything like that so I'm doing the bed rest thing till the cold symptoms go away. Being alone here and drowse sucks though because the day seems to be going on forever like times slowed down. I mean when I woke in the night It had been fifteen min since I went to bed but it felt like hours had passed and now that i'm up it feels later than it is. well thanks for reading and that's all for now. Happy nights till next time all, now I'm off to watch anime and get plenty to drink.

Explanation (my problem and a need to change)

Okay so its Ross. I know I haven't posted in about a week but there is a reason. I have been sick with a cold lately and I need to concentrate on getting better first and foremost. It hasn't been going well thanks to my habit of  freaking out over every symptom and looking up what I have on Google  I get really worried when I do that and it makes me panic over illnesses I most likely don't have. I need to stop doing that from now on. Whats worse is that I get too focused on worrying than getting better and I make things worse for myself. I'm pretty sure now I have a cold and anxiety but I'm seeing a doctor soon to find out. I'm honestly really scared to find out but I also really want to know i'm okay so I'll stop driving people around me fucking crazy. I mean one week I convinced myself I had hypothermia because my body temp was 96.7 when I took it. That really wasn't my proudest moment and its kept getting worse since then. This needs to stop and I'm gonna make it stop.

Frank Friday

Okay I'm super late due to the fact that I've been in bed. Don't you just love cold and flu season? I know I like the months but not the sickness or the freezing cold. Its Ross by the way and If your wondering why no new picture of Frank its because he wont hold still today since Ann and her husband came home with his playmate the dog. So you'll all need to settle for this old picture this wee. Sorry and I hope you continue to read. Happy nights till next time everyone.